So today is Friday, the day that I write mostly about what’s going on in my life and vent. I guess that’s the purpose of this, my most personal blog of the 5 I write every week.
I weighed myself this morning, trying hard not to open my eyes too widely. The number did not please me but truth be told, it didn’t surprise me either. I have not been doing the right thing with my food plan for weeks and I have been lying to myself about how much I have been on the margin of truth on this subject.
I did the right thing and logged the correct number into my WW app and did my very best not to let it discourage from eating sensibly for today. I did my 40 laps, leisurely, let’s not kid ourselves. While I was getting ready to have my breakfast, I received a reminder about a Microsoft Teams meeting I was scheduled to attend at 9 a.m. It was already almost 9 a.m. I knew I would not be making that first one so I ate my breakfast, showered and dressed for the 10:30 slot.
I don’t know what prompted me to get dressed to shoes, even donning a little makeup. When I signed on, I realized that I could mute my mic and turn off my camera and be a full participant while doing other things. However, I must say that I do feel better when I am dressed to shoes and ready to go out the door if I need to. I attended the last part of the first meeting that had not yet ended. Then there was a brief break and the second meeting began at 10:45.
I stayed for the entire (boring) class but will admit that I did learn some new things about procedures in accounting as relating to the non-profit nursing care facility that I have been part of for the last 5 years. I am the treasurer on the Board of Directors, a pro-bono position. My term will be over in June 2021 and although I have been incredibly fulfilled in being a part of such a noble cause, I am ready to pass the baton to someone else. I just need to organize my thoughts so that I can pitch all the goodness to a successor.
I am 65 years old. I have other projects in mind. I want to go away for days on end and not worry that there are checks I need to sign or transfers that I need to approve, or meetings I need to attend. After more than 20 years doing pro-bono work, it is time for a younger, more energetic version of me to take over.
It was interesting to attend this meeting. With all the wonderful technological inventions available to us in this Covid-19 era, it was refreshing to see and hear how other nursing homes in the country are coping. I still cannot get over the fact that all the residents of the Andbe Nursing Home in Kansas got infected, 10 have died so far and the outlook doesn’t look great. It boggles the mind. Our nursing home has fortunately been following protocols so closely, we have not had a single case but we are cautious about crying “victory” since the outbreaks in our neck of the woods have not completely disappeared.
So another week is ending. Another week of my diet is beginning and minute by minute and meal by meal I will eventually manage to either accept I will never lose my intended 15 lbs. or get serious and make it so.